I feel like crying but i cant. There's nothing left in me to cry. I really miss him so much. And it hurts even more that he doesn't miss me at all. all i ever wanted from life was to accept people to love me and love them back. at my rate, i'll never know what that feels like. everything is looking very pointless to me. i have so much to do still and yet i don't want to do it, because it really is just pointless. i just don't know. i'm not making any sense to myself. i need help.
<X3 Katie is coming to visit me to cheer me up. I'm glad someone cares.